I truly care. But I'm not sure you see it.

What is she to do?

When she sees you hurting

All the time

Everyday

And every time she tries to talk to you

She feels like an idiot.

She says what she means

She really really does care

And she'd do anything to help you out.

And she wishes you

Better than

The best

Etc.

And that's not even half of what

She actually

Feels.

It's still there

And she literally feels your pain

And it hurts her so to not say anything

But when she says something

She feels like she's only making it worse.

They say thank you.

They say wow, you're nice.

They see the letters on the page.

She wishes they could see the look on her face.

The look in her eyes.

She wishes they could feel

The intensity of her care.

But

She

Thinks

They

Never

Will.

Or can.

But she wishes they could.

So the moral of the story is... Helping your self-consciousness can make me feel self-conscious.